I'm having second thoughts on the NA meeting. I'm not really an addict. Once I run out of oxy's that's going to be the end of my usage of anything harder than cannabis. No more after this week. I read that NA wants people to come in for 90 days straight and that's just too hardcore and unnecessary for me. I mean I'll go, but I also shouldn't be going because I don't really have a desire to quit anything.

Mods you can put this into addiction if you like. I just put it here because this is where I frequent and all this started because of mania/bipolar. I bet if I wasn't bipolar none of this would be happening.