I feel considerably better after taking olanzapine for a few days. I guess that stuff really works.

It helps with my illogical beliefs and thoughts and paranoia and other symptoms I was having. Such as changing my mind constantly.

I think meds do work to a certain extent. I know I can do things to influence my mood positively, and I have trouble doing that sometimes, but I like trying to do something positive for myself in that regard. Like today I just sat and listened to music for a while. I have a record player so I like using that.

I also think meds aren't everything. I think for me, I have to institute other things in my life to be happy. Like meaningful stuff. Like intellectual curiosity, for me, is important. And music and stuff like that. Writing, too.