I met this man online before but since I was at home I could not do or say what I wanted. Now, I am free and living alone and he was online again and we re-kindled our connection and are talking again. He is single and works in Paris. He lives with his mother. He likes to travel and went to Brazil last year. I think he wants to meet me somewhere but in this current situation, I am not sure when or how we are going to meet in person. He is very shy and nice though. He is the same age as I am. He has never married and has no kids. I think he is very good looking and looks like David Beckham. And, his personality is good which is why I liked him before. I don't expect too much from him because he is too far away. And, I don't think we will marry or anything. But, it would be nice if we could meet somewhere one day. I think we will continue communicating this time because I am free now. I don't think he is a bad fellow. He can't speak English too well but writes quite well. He is nice and sweet. I feel good vibes from him but have not told him about my illness yet. I may not tell him if it is not that important to our communication for now. I guess, I am writing here because after pouring my soul to the married man, I realize that it was going nowhere. I still write this man but know I am not a priority in this married man's life. So, it is nice that this other man came into my life again. He is on vacation and is at his summer home in Italy which looks very nice and quaint. I think he wants to meet me here. But, whatever the future holds, it is up in the air for now. I know there must be a reason why he never married and has no kids. I think it is because he does not have the economic means to have gotten married. He works for the government as a civil servant. I don't think he is making that much money which is not an issue for me. I think he is a nice man and is playful. I like him for now. I hope it works out for me and him, not as a relationship, but as a friendship. If it grows into a relationship, then this is ok too. Thank you for reading!