I keep asking myself where is my head. I am so fed up I am about through. I know that there is something wrong with me if I continue on being with him. I need to move on. That is what I am in the process of doing? Right now I am working my *** off to not have time to spend with him. Maybe that will help me get over him faster. No I woudn't do any of those things to someone that I love. I treat him so good and I don't do the things he does to me. I would not advise any of my friends to stay in a relationship like I am in. You are making a very good point. I know that I can do so much better and there is better out there for me. I am going to find that special one because I haven't found Mr. Right yet. I know that he is waiting for me and I am not going to be truelly happy until I let go of the man I am with now. Thanks for all your advice and I hope to hear from you soon.
Faith