I have tried being strong, but my abandonment issues are preventing me from walking away.. I have feelings for someone and I have really been setting myself up to get hurt. I hang out with this “friend” and we have really gotten close. I mean, we sleep in the same bed..sometimes there is intimacy. From what I understood he isn’t seeing anyone. He knows how I feel about him too...we are really close friends as he calls it. We’re hanging out tonight with another couple and a female texts him. He tried to play it off like I am assuming iit was a female....please...I’m not stupid. Anyways, he was stepping out with her for a few to smoke weed. I was hanging with him, and since he couldn’t even mention I’m there it tells me she probably likes him to some degree. He told me that he has other friends and what I do is my business and what he does is his. I feel real stupid..I cooked us all dinner! I don’t do that for platonic friends....Now I feel like I’m a dirty secret..He knows how I feel but he doesn’t care that I get hurt..I just need to detach from him. Maybe someday when I get a boyfriend we can be friends again...he doesn’t want me but yet he is also holding me back from meeting someone else. I’m sorry, but if he truly cared about me he wouldn’t be asking someone else to come meet him...even if it is innocent..he told me he isn’t seeing anyone..he really doesn’t see how that is hurting me. It’s like he knows how I feel about him, and he enjoys the ego boost. How can he possibly think I wouldn’t be upset? How would he like it if I told him I have plans with someone else? Probably wouldn’t care...he’s good at acting like he cares...