I can't seem to sleep. So i got up to read here. Finding it hard to bite my tongue at this moment. ahem

Ups were I got along better with my son today, downs, he needs to relax too much and I don't know if he gets the seriousness of our situation. Hoping the doctor will make a home phone call this week as he didn't follow up with getting my son a psychiatrist yet.
I wish I could sleep but I'm not going to take more meds than my limit. I'm hungry too for some real food. Been living cheap on mr. noodles and crap, but it's food and I'm grateful for even that, annnd, I think all people can't be judged by a few comments.. we have no clue how one thing might set someone off, and change the course of their lives. Life is tough enough isn't it? The only thing I know we can control is how we react.. and right now I'm so tired I can't stop reacting, but I will. I needed to eat something and I pray for sleep tonight and to forget the world. Hardly any sleep now for the second night. But I'm not pity partying, what good does that do?