Just wondering if anyone gets to circling so rapidly that you go round and round and the ball gets bigger and bigger, until you just spiral out of control? Then, you hit bottom and you feel just awful for what you have done. At times, it is almost like I see myself as the Tazmanian Devil. And forget breathing because I cannot slow down. I hate myself when this happens and I try so hard to control it. It just seems it has been happening more and more recently, and it is driving me crazy. I do not mean to be this way. Can anyone relate to this?

cami