I just want to say that I finally realize what my biggest problem is. It's a big one and I've been avoiding it in every way I could for the last 7 years (4 of which I spent going to various therapies, curing random symptoms, but avoiding the real deal).

You are witnessing the hard case narcissist admitting he is a narcissist for the first time in his life.


I feel anxious and unsafe to even type it down while knowing you all out there do not know who I am. That’s gonna be a tough one but hopefully bad guys can change too.