My session went very well today. I wasn’t feeling well but it was still productive. We talked about some uncomfortable stuff but we got it covered at least. Then we talked about dieting and she thinks I’m kinda restricting even though I don’t think that’s 100% true. Then we talked about the weird feeling I had when I woke up last night because I wanted to go to the hospital just to be put in restraints. She thinks my obsession with restraints is just a sensory issue and she said I felt that way last night because of the pain I was in and how 5 point restraints are calming to me. Then at the end of the session she told me that she thought I was holding back on the emails because I thought this was the week she was going to be on vacation. And that this was the week she was going to be on vacation but to send as many as I wanted to but that she just wouldn’t read them until she got back next week. But yeah as long as we don’t talk about returning to in session appointments then things are fine.