Looking for a very part time job is exhausting. I can't work too many hours in my condition and everything I look at is above and beyond what I can do. I'm feeling like letting go and resting and now I just got notice of an inspection very shortly where I'm at. I'm so sick of life handing me crap at a time I can't deal with it. I guess I'll straighten things out tonight I'll stay up drink coffee and make it as clean as possible. THe idea of strangers seeing my own personal things makes me ill.