Hello almost 10 years ago I was in the same position you are in now and I took a leap of faith and had the gastric bypass instead of the sleeve or the band. I felt it was better for myself and my health in the long run and I will let you know something. Even though you do lose the weight it will always be in the back of your mind that at one point in your life you were ( and I even hate to say the word now but) Fat and it’s ok to think that as long as you know that your doing this for yourself and not for anyone else.

Let me know if I can help you.

Second photo is before first photo is 8 years later