It hasn't been good for me in the last 24 hours. Last night I told my only friend that I have to not call me anymore. We argue quite a bit and I'm sick of him criticizing me and not taking any criticisms for himself. We had argued last night and then he hung up on me.

This morning the woman security guard at work (the same one that told me about the coffee last Monday) told a guy, who is slightly injured, that he should call on me if he needs help. First of all, I wouldn't mind if he came to me and ask for help himself. But she has to stick her nose into other people's business. She acts like a boss in the place and she's only a security guard; not to mention a health expert and therapist (which she isn't good at).

And now the maintenance man will be taking tomorrow and Friday off. I hope and pray that nothing happens because I don't know how to do his job.

Feeling very depressed all day today and tonight. Things just got very bad all of a sudden for me.