(((COURT))). I know you feel normal is boring and that you are just Having Fun at this time, but having fun can lead to alcoholism that turns into a nightmare. I wish I could share stories with you of people that come to my support group who wish they had never thought drinking was fun, unfortunately both of them died within a week of each other last month and this month. one was 50 years old and the other was 51. Please find a safe out for your curiosity there are many other options than drinking and I feel sincerely you can find them if you want to be around the right people and have a good time sober. Take care. (((Court))) PM anytime. Soidhonia.