I'm just realising now how I'm really struggling with med compliance.
I want to take them I do, I know they help, I admit they make me into functional and acceptable adult. Or some form of one...

I know my daughter prefers me medicated (She's a huge motivator for my MH and wellbeing) and still... Days go by before I realize I skipped quite a few doses.

I have alarms set, but I always have a reason as to why I'm taking them later, and then I look at the clock and it's 3am and I missed the night dosages...

I feel like I need to be held accountable. But to whom and isn't that just stupid, needing someone to micromanage me?
I'm 36 for Pete's sake!

I feel like like I'm failing at something so pivotal and so simple.

Thinking I should tell Parker at my appointment next week.
I haven't been brutally honest about how bad it's gotten.