I have been restrained twice. The first time I was 24 and I only know it happened because I woke up strapped to the bed. The second time was a few months ago. I felt like I was being assaulted and I did have alot of bruises. Now I know I was so out of control I would have ran away if they didn't do that. I try not to focus on the awful parts and look at what I've learned from that terrible experience.