I don't know. I have people begging me to stay. I really, really enjoy writing and doing the creative aspects of the site. And supporting other people.

I just don't know what to do anymore, so I'm telling people I'm stepping back and leaving for a while. I may or may not go back. I just feel like me and my reputation and everything I've done and built is completely ruined. I don't know whether to cry, sigh or just give up and move on. This used to be my happy place and home, and it's turned into a complete toxic nightmare.