I'm going in on Monday-- wanna come? lol. When things get to the point in which you feel as though you need to go to the hospital, you need to stop thinking about what everyone else is going to think and focus on you. That is what I'm doing now. Screw work, screw what people say, screw the things I was supposed to do next week-- it's time for this to be about me and only me-- time to heal. Good luck in whatever choice you make..