Just spent a ton of time waiting for the call from someone from the financial department from the IOP and she hasn't called yet. I also skipped a commitment that I have today. Now I am feeling bad about doing that. I just don't see myself getting better unless I have more support, in whatever form that may be. I have zero social life. I am isolated. I am not able to work really. I cannot really do grad school too well. I am usually kind of angry with my parents. I am impulsive. I spend too much. I have goals but feel like I cannot reach them. I hope this program doesn't cost me a ton.