2 minutes ago I posted to you on your med thread. Somehow I missed this one.
I'm hesitant to label what you've described, only because I don't want to project my own experience onto yours. That said, when I feel the way you've described I would call it a mixed state or, in past years, an agitated depression.
You've mentioned your wife a few times...does it feel like she doesn't understand what's going on with you?
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