Hi Kev975. Welcome to Psych Central. I hear that you are reevaluating your sexuality.

As I get older, I am looking at my identity and beliefs and seeing what suits my current situation. I am not really exploring other options now because in many ways I am pretty settled at this stage of life.

I found this article helpful
"That may sound unlikely, but as researchers are discovering, a person's sexual orientation is not carved in stone. " Changing Sexual Preferences and Orientation After 50 - AARP Everyw...

There are also risks involved that this article discusses Health issues for gay men and men who have sex with men - Mayo Clinic