As a survivor of two serious S efforts, let me assure you S is no answer to anything. I was saved in both instanced by what I consider miracles from God. I do not throw my faith around, not out of politeness, but because it does not work in today's world. If you ever want to hear what actually happens when a human almost commits S--twice, PM me and I will share w you. It might blow your mind to know someone is actually watching over you. Right now. And loves you, very, very much. And let me promise you, He is. And does.

Hugs and love!!