My husband just left for NY. I called T at 1 PM, but his cell phone was off. I left a message, but haven't heard from him yet. I'm alone, knowing that when my husband comes back, then I'll be the one leaving... for the hospital. I miss him so much and he just left five minutes ago. I'm just sitting here, crying. I really wish someone was here right now. Someone who understands. I wish T would call back. At least we have a session tomorrow. He said I can stay for two hours.