There's one very interesting bipolar med that I would like to try: Lamictal (Lamotrigine).

"Off-label psychiatric usage includes the treatment of treatment-resistant obsessive-compulsive disorder,[32] depersonalization disorder,[33] hallucinogen persisting perception disorder,[34] schizoaffective disorder,[35] and borderline personality disorder."

Lamotrigine is definitely what I need..... I'm not gonna take any shroom microdose/weed/ket - I'll just have it in a collection - Cuz they're very BAD ideas..

Also Naloxone and Naltrexone work for dp/dr because they're opioid antagonists..

Honestly, last night I felt great from exercise... It must have released a lot of natural endorphins.. I felt like I was on a moderate-high dose of an opioid before I went to sleep.. I think I naturally have a lot of endorphins. I know that my genetics make me much harder to get addicted to opioids (They make me zoned out and depressed).

The panic attacks over the past 2 weeks could have been from taking codeine.. Very likely...

It's hard for me to accept.. That I need meds... And not psychedelics.. lol.. Sigh..

I'm down to 250mg of phenibut and haven't taken any benzo in 3 days.. I'm fine right now..