Finished off my stash of oxy this morning. Like I said, that means I'm stopping. I already feel like ****. I'm isolating so I don't freak out at people. I know I could get a rx for suboxone or something or other, but I'd rather not. Kinda trying to keep this as much as a secret as I can. Letting the group I go to know and that's all I think I'll need.
******mit I've never craved something like this before.