I'm dealing with hour long panic attacks. Its destroying my life.

My son is completely out of control. He has schizoaffective disorder and OCD. Hes washing his hands like probably 50 times a day. I'm not exaggerating. He takes forever to do anything. Oh so much. Hes on invega, perphenazine, gabapentin, citalopram and takes zyprexa like once a week. He refuses to go to the hospital. I'm at my wits end. His meds aren't helping. When he takes the zyprexa he does better. But I have to threaten to kick him out to get him to take it.

I'm hoping this new therapist will be able to help me. I just started, and hes on vacation right now.

I'm so tired of my life...