I am not some one that runs to the doctor at the first sign of 'illness' in fact I have not been in a doctors office for 18 months now. I have always had moods - high ups very low downs thought it was just part of life. Lately it has been getting worse!! I just feel that there is something wrong. Done all the online bipolar test and I must say I have never passed a test easier! but I still wonder (or maybe just don't want to admit it). I have been brought up not to show weakness maybe that is preventing me from taking the final step and seeking professional help?