Not doing too well. Just down because of things with grad school. I guess I feel regretful about it. I shouldn't, but that's the way I am. I am hoping I can do one of these intensive outpatient programs starting Monday. I just need something else, I think. In addition to outpatient therapy and psychiatry. I need to do something differently.

Also I wish therapists were available on weekends. Seemingly I struggle most on weekends...

I was seriously considering going to the hospital last night. I know I'm pretty vague about how I feel but I was feeling really bad.