so here are the basics.

I enjoy helping people and going that "Extra mile" to help people. I have a job I love, but as most people say "its not the job its the people"

So here comes the confusing part.

I love as stated before helping people, but when I find people don't offer any help. I get agitated and upset. I don't expect people to help or reciprocate it. But it gets to me.

I sometimes just want to shut myself off from the world, not because I don't want to speak to any one - more so I feel like a burden to everyone.

I dont feel happy as I used to. I also don't feel like I want to continue friendships, just want to close off people and not care...

I dont know what to do, I have been on anti-depressants. But I don't feel it helps. I am at a loss and feel like I'm just wondering through life with no purpose.

Sorry for the long post- had to get it off my chest.