I want my T. I want her to email, to call, to tell me "I love you". Lately she has been pulling away again. My little ones are still damaged from the horrible session from the T we saw Wednesday and they need our current T to shower them with loving. To be honest, I need it too!

I hate my borderline tendencies. I can feel myself pushing, pulling, being emotionally manipulative and I can't HELP myself even though I TRY. I TRY and I TRY and it's not getting better.

T is going to leave me once and for all. I can't love myself, why would she love us? We just drive her crazy.

I want my T.