I actually feel kinda bad right now because she replied to an email even though she said she wasn’t going to. And now I feel like I disrupted her vacation. I know it was her choice to look at it and stuff. She said she was getting something from her email and had seen mine. But my 2 emails were pretty long and I get that she didn’t have to open and read them. But I still feel pretty guilty about it.

I just plain don’t feel good physically tonight.