New day! Although I was tortured with anxiety last night and couldn't sleep (Or heart failure if that's what it is - Then I said "Just do it heart - STOP - LET ME DIE IN PEACE ALREADY") but I can't think that way. Took 1.5mg alprazolam. Not good..

I'll try and chew less nicotine gum today to lower my blood pressure.

Vyvanse kicked in at noon so I don't have to worry about dp/dr until like mindnight instead of 4-5pm!