Thank you for you input... I had the ECT last july... it seemed to help for a while but I wonder if only 6 treatement was enough. The opposite of this is suicide for me... I took an over dose last month for a matter of fact... used sleeping pills and that only got me taken off the pills and can't sleep anymore.
Makes for very long days...
I take two kind of antidepressants... and anti halousigen... and I am also in therapy... I have been on the anti depressants for over 8 years now... both are maxed out and going to therapy for 5 years now... the meds tend to stop working and I think I have been on everything there is out there... The last one was lexapro...cousin to celexa... but it too don't seem to be working...that gets changed again on tuesday. I have tried it all... and it don't seem to help...that is why I wonder if the other choice wouldn't be the better of the two.

I feel like a misfit to society