Hi (((((owlet)))))
sounds like you are doing your best for your system, to keep everyone safe, so you are doing good
unfortunately sometimes people do get depressed, even though they are on meds. Try to remember that it won't always feel like this.
How long does Kiya say the t is out of town for ?
talk to us here, talking helps, it's ok to post
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