Thanks! I know, people have sayd the same, and it makes sense! And I try to think about the fact that they're harmless! But my fear of both spiders and insects in general is so strong that I get panic attacks. If i can't run (and sometimes even if i do) i end up hyperventilating, tears run like a river and if im not hyperventilating I scream till my voice is either gone or sore the next few days! Just beacuse a FLY was flying near/around me/my head! A freaking FLY?! Its so stupid and unreasonable! I know that they're not able to hurt me! So why do i get sutch a strong need to escape? To run? Whu does it feel like my instincts say they're so dangerous when they're not? It doesn't make any sense?

I really appreciate your reply! Thank you!