Yesterday I had my first group meeting via Internet. It looks promising. I felt welcomed. I had a bit of a crisis though. I hate taking Seroquel at night before bed (I only have two weeks left before I'm completely off) as it doesn't always help with sleep and I hate the side effects. Anyway, I called a crisis hotline connected to my group and the lady calmed me a bit from the ledge, although I think I'll go through the same thing every night until I'm done.

Still weaning off Seroquel. Tonight's my last night on 50 mg. Tomorrow night I'll start on 25 mg to zero in two weeks. Anxiety's approaching as I don't know what to expect on 25 mg, but I cannot wait to get the hell off this medication.

It's hot as hell in Southern California, but with the help of a portable air conditioner, I don't have hot nights in my bedroom.

I hope everyone's okay.