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Old Aug 18, 2020, 09:45 PM
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Originally Posted by ~Christina View Post
I cant really talk right now. I'm far past the half life of Latuda I took for a week, I'm just in a rage, Pure rage .. I talk to my T tomorrow and he will send a message to My Pdoc. I want something that literally knocks me down and I can lay there and drool.. I would love to kick holes in my walls and I have never felt like this..

I have never been this furious in my life .. UGH!

Rage upon rage upon rage.

Thanks in advance for any support I seriously don't think I will be able to come back to see Thanks, hugs or kind words and reply because right now I want to shatter my laptop.

Rageeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
I was right there yest morning. Pure rage. Wanted to destroy my apt, kick holes in walls, shatter stuff. Later, I realized what was under it was terror, in my case, terror of not being able to treat my depression. It was really fear.

Sending calming GABA waves wafting thru Middle TN. Hugs. And I will continue to pray for you and Steve, as I do every night, whatever that is worth.

Peace.
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