hey all, im a new member...and hoping to share things with others. obviously i have bulimia as well. and only until quite recently ive discovered why ive developed it and why my life for the past 10 years had been so based on diet that it's lead me to this point in time where im a bulimic. and i dont understand that. i want to stop, but i just cant. and so far within a year and a half ive only been able to escape 2 days without binge-purge. and i so want to stop cos this isnt me and im living a life of lie and pretense...and i know my parents and friends will be so disappointed if they knew...because im a medical student so they probably assume i would know better. but someone please help me stop..
and im currently writing a paper on bulimia(on purpose to hopefullyhelp me stop!) and will be giving a presentation on friday. i don't know how to face this ...it's like i have no integrity..
i want to stop but cant. i think i have what it takes but a day without it seems so hard...like a day not a day at all