I never had anxiety so bad in my entire life. I never had to take meds, seek therapy, etc. Two years ago I was transferred to another office. (My former supervisor retired) the new one wanted me out from the get and she succeeded. My current supervisor is no better, but the old supervisor is putting stuff in her head. She sends demeaning emails to me, constantly being negative, constantly pointing out my mistakes (which I don’t make in a more relaxed environment) and even after I fix my error she will keep emailing me demanding an answer, and continuing to point out my mistakes. Negative, negative, negative. Not one positive thing comes out of her mouth. The long term goal is to either A) transfer or B) find a new job and resign. I’m not getting any younger, so I need to figure this out quickly. I am experiencing other health issues I never had before. Acid reflux, etc. Last night, I couldn’t keep anything down and I couldn’t get to sleep until after 3 am..bad stomach pain and my stomach was in knots...woke up to yet another email...Currently, I’m one week at home, one week at the office, but that won’t last forever. I’m working on getting an accommodation to work partly from home once it goes back to F/T In the office...I am constantly walking on eggshells. Her constant pushing buttons makes me forgetful, unable to concentrate, etc. Life is too short to be unhappy
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