That's a pretty radical and excellent breakthrough. It really helped me. Actually, it was the only thing that helped me. In a way, my subconscious is God like. It sees all, even what I repress. It knows all, even what I deny. It is always right, even when it is nuts. The fact you projected that symbology onto it does not seem so out there to me. It makes a lot of sense. But then take that for what its worth. I'm clearly insane sometimes

Just try to remember it is wholly symbolic in nature. So even a message that seems like a clear command is just a metaphor for what is going on inside. It is so difficult not to follow instantly because it feels so real, but that's where training can help. If we can ride the wave and just listen and not act, you can then try to interpret at a later time when you're not in psychosis. When you are not psychotic, you don't have ears to hear. When you're psychotic, you don't have eyes to see. You have to put them both together, but not at the same time. Does that make sense? I realize that is heavily metaphorical, but I struggle to find literal words that do this justice.

Same for the visions. I've got nothing on that front. I think science could stand to explore more there, but it honestly freaks people out.

A thought. In all honesty, I do not know what it is. I do not think science knows either. Consciousness is incredibly complex and I think there are factors outside of ourselves that contribute such as God, other people's consciousness, etc.

On a physical sense, it is an electrical pulse. It travels transversely like light. Emotions travel sinusoidally like sound waves. However, what causes the stimulus? Outside triggers for sure, but what about spontaneous thought? Nobody knows.

At the most basic level it is data. We are transmitters and receivers. Like radio waves, or Wi-Fi we broadcast and receive. So I think there is a sense of entanglement that occurs. We're all just floating in a big data river pulsing out our own waves.

My mom says I go too deep all the time. I can't help it. Your exact line of thinking today is where my mind wants to go often. I get swept away sometimes, so try not to over think it. And as always, wholly ignore anything I offer that does not resonate.