I drink coffee literally like all day long. I don't know how to stop doing that. I know it's kind of a stupid thing to complain about. But it seems bad in some way.

I don't know, I guess it doesn't really matter because my night meds knock me out anyway.

I try to be healthy but I guess I'm not really all that healthy... Because of coffee all day long and whatever else I don't do. Zyprexa has already made me gain weight so that's not so cool. But it gets rid of my doubting, which is key.