I have felt lonely today, and like no one is really that interested in talking to me. it also feels like my 2 newest friends are on the verge of abandoning me, and aside from that, I can't help feel a sense of sadness re: my body. it hurts, deffently hurts, it is ugly, it is fat, it is shutting down, and it's creaky

and i'm in my ****ing 20's

hardly seems that fair