Last night, I dreamed that the kids were 3, 5, and 7 again. N3 got into a truck and was taken far away. The rest of us went to use the bathroom at a barn-like building where the plumbing was white with lots of rust. Eventually, N3 came back. He had been far away. I was so worried that I'd never see him again! I told this dream to N3 today and he said it sounds like I'm dreaming about my current fears!

I caught a glimps of myself after I dried off after my shower today. Ugh. So much work to do! I can't believe that I was 40 pounds heavier than this!