today i don't feel i belong here at pc
today i don't feel like i belong anywhere
today i feel like a waste of space and air
today i feel like nobody would notice or care if i fell off the face of the earth
today all i hear is my fathers voice telling me i was born evil and deserve all i get
today i believe his voice
today i'm freaked that the cops called and said i will have to go to court if this man insists on pleading not guilty
today i believe my father that god hates me so much i will never have anything but badness happen to me
today i'm so screwed up i don't know what to do
today i hate myself and don't think i deserve to live
today i hate myself for posting this when i'm not in a good enough place to give anyone else support
today...



today...please don't anybody feel bad if you can't be bothered responding to my whinging

today...for anybody who feels as bad as i do...