I just got my research marks back for the final project on my Sociology program. I feel like a complete failure! although I did pass, teh mark was not impressive. It just seems to stack up on all of the other failures and near-misses I have been piling up in my life.

I have failed at marriage, failed in job search and although I am getting a degree out of this, I failed to get the marks required to move on in my studies. I can't seem to find anything I am good at. Nothing fits my personality in the employment fields. I can't get a job no matter who does the resumes or how many different skills I have, there is always something I stil DON'T have. That is all I hear...."You lack this skill or that skill" "Somebody had more years at it than you." "You lack the expertise." "Your memory is not up to par." "Yes, you have these skills but you were trained on an older version." I AM FED UP WITH THIS LIFE!!! WHAT AM I HERE FOR?!!!? WHAT DO EMPLOYERS WANT??? A Ph.D for minimum wage!!! It seems that all I can ever do is serve coffee. Now I have to pay off $40,000 in student loans with another damn waitressing job?