Dear T,
Is it OK to talk to you about how I felt sort of like a whale trying on the bathing suits and board shorts in preparation for my trip? And panic-ordered a few one-day shipping, free returns items from Amazon, in the hopes that they'll fit better? I worry I'll be talking to you about it as a male rather than as a T. Like some part of me will want you to say "You're not fat." But that's not your role. Though, with your honesty thing, who knows what you'd say? I would feel OK bringing this up with ex-T, but I think with you, it's not just that you're male, but also an athlete, and probably all cut. I'm sure you put in some work for that, but I think part of me worries you'd be judging me. Even though you know my struggles with exercise. I suppose I could bring up the topic and see how it goes...
Love,
LT