Guys.... Guys I just opened the door to the pizza guy, paid and got the order all without panic. I didn't even think he was going to hurt me! I'm actually doing well. Not just fake well but I want to go volunteer, go to school (can't) and get a job well. And not manic. How long should I give myself before I start looking for volunteer or a job. I need something to do, I would love to help people get in and pay for college at an accelerated rate. Unfortunately you need a BA/BS to work at a college doing that but realistically I can't do that. I can test out of classes but with my health particularly my mental health I can't take 16 week courses, even 8 week courses are a stretch.