You should be thankful .I take 5 meds. and well they don't cure my bipolar its made it much easier to live with .The pain I spent in my life do to my mental illness wasn't fair and I'm thankful now that I can let that pain go . I spend time everyday with people who are not on meds. and should be they are like lost souls walking in the darkness blaming them self for everything I feel so bad for them but they just don't believe or had a bad Exp. with meds. that they refuse to try them. I think thats the hardest step for most people who have a mental illness admitting we are sick and need help to feel better.