I'm posting again, but not much has changed.

Well, instead of being naturally tired all of the time, like I was before, I'm taking klonopin like candy so I can just sleep all the time. I don't want to be awake, don't want to live, and yet I'm not sui. I just want to sleep.

I don't know what time I fell asleep last night. It was very early. Nonetheless, I was hoping to sleep late and have been very disappointed to find that I was awake at 8am. That's way too much time until it's night again. Back to klonopin I will go.

The Golden Girls is on all day on Sundays on TV Land. I love that show. I'll be watching.

The only self care I can manage right now is face timing with my best friend (I can't see her, she's across the country). I've missed her the last couple of days because I've been sleeping so much. But it's 3 hours earlier there, so can't call now and klonopin is beckoning me (again, to sleep for a long time, I'm NOT sui).

Maybe I'll take a nap and then get in touch with her.

This can't go on much longer because I have to go back to work tomorrow. But I think I'll go to bed as soon as I finish and I'll have that to look forward to...