I'm doing ok. I work six days a week and felt that I needed to blow off some steam today which is my day off. I ate out by myself and am happy. I had a big meal then had a chocolate sundae. I was so happy!! I came home and cleaned my apartment then started doing my wash again. I have to shop for food tomorrow again. I am working over 20 hours a week. It is going well- no complaints but have requests to do more work for the students. I am working mornings and nights. I feel tired most of the time so nap when I can. I take my medication now when I feel manic. It is working. I feel manic at night so am taking my medication at night sometimes. I feel ok! I have an Italian lover now who is a real character. He is handsome and really sexy. I like his looks and him sexually. But, we are in a NSA relationship so am not going to get involved with him emotionally. He is nuttier than I am. So, he is supernutty!! I will be with him until we both decide we don't want to be with each other. I will be ok. My work schedule is tough so I can't have a relationship with anybody now. I am doing ok, I guess. Life is ok for now. I am satisfied with my life now.