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Old Aug 23, 2020, 03:19 PM
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Originally Posted by Job 30 26 View Post
Maybe it's time to try something different than geodon. As I am right now, I still get akathasia if I don't have a protein shake, but I feel restless right now, my legs always feel a bit that way no matter what, it's just that the protein shakes help it 90%. Maybe going on latuda will get rid of it completely, and maybe--just maybe, I'll get some more emotion if it's the geodon that is blocking too much dopamine in the first place.
I'm always rocking, constantly fidgeting and shaking my legs, scratching and touching things and have a song stuck in my head often. It's been that way since I was a kid.

I'm not sure if I have akathisia though cuz I remember having it when I was taking risperidone to knock me out (Never do this) and once took 8mg and the akathisia was soooo bad.. It felt like literal HELL. I've been in hell for different things many times.. And that was one of the strongest hells.

It would be nice to take a Cogentin again and see what it's like. But so far I'm focusing mainly on mindfulness at this point to see if I can overcome my impulsivity, rushing things, addiction, obsessions, compulsions, etc..
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bpcyclist, falcon09, Job 30 26, SlumberKitty, WastingAsparagus
Thanks for this!
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